August Is My Trigger
A trigger is something that sets off a memory tape or flashback transporting the person back to the event of her/his original trauma. Every year since 2013, August has been my trigger. There is […]
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Inside Anxiety
Fun fact about me: I occasionally suffer from panic attacks. They began shortly after cancer became part of my life. They come out of nowhere. Randomly. Usually at the worst possible times. I’m having one […]
Quick Update
Friday is my regular appointment with my local Oncologist and for shots. Last month I mentioned that I was having some new pain in my ribs/back – right side (cancer side that was previously radiated). […]
A Little Bit Of PTSD
Today, I’m headed to Manhattan ahead of my PET scan and appointment with my Oncologist at Sloan Kettering. I usually enjoy the drive down but this time I’m a little uneasy. Last year at […]
The Mind F*ck
Ask anyone. Living with Cancer is a total mind fuck and if you’re living with Metastatic (terminal) Cancer like I am it’s a never ending mind fuck roller coaster. Monthly blood work to see if […]
